& it feels nice.

I really missed this feeling.

It's different this time, it feels genuine.

The innocence of it all is what really makes me smile.

The whole not knowing how to act or what to do.

It's not even like oh this is a mystery, it's truly just nerves.

Nerves because it's exciting and it's new.

You smile at me and we both look down because we can't help but just smile more.

& then we catch on that everyone else notices.

Awkward but that's what makes it.

This year is almost over and I can't wait for what else it has in store.