I Miss You

You were the one to always pick me up.

Even when I did not realize I was falling.

Family is like a pillar.

When one of us falls, we all do.

I have fallen.

Where are you to pick me up?

This process never gets easier.

It just gets more bearable.

Or at least that is what I like to convince myself.

But who am I kidding?

Where are you pick me up?

I can't do this.

Please, I am begging.

Can I just close my eyes & wake up from this nightmare?

I Miss You.

& that in itself never gets easier, nor will it ever.