Pillow Talk

I thought I felt you between my legs.

I thought I felt you graze your hand up my thigh.

I thought I felt you sigh.

I thought I felt you bring me closer.

I knew what you were doing.

I knew once I looked up that would be it.

Quivering lip, I look up.

& you smile.

God that imperfect smile.

Oh shit.

And now your I feel your lips.

I remember this kiss.

I remember your hand slightly moving past my cheek 

I remember you pushing my hair back

I knew what you were doing.

I knew what I was doing.

I knew that this is not how it should be, but I didn't care.

Because for that moment you were mine.

I knew that once it was over even though you were holding me that you would be holding Her later.

But that moment, that one moment you were mine.

& I didn't care.