Only girl in the world.

i am dying for this Great BIG love.

but i can't keep searching for it...

i am dying for change.

i am craving, needing, begging.

i need change

baby i am on my knees.

i just need a kiss.

ONE KISS

i don't know why i want this kiss.

a kiss is just a kiss, correct?

maybe a kiss is never just a kiss.

and i want an extraordinary one.

i want to be okay.

can i find someone to love my imperfections?

to love my insecurities?

to find me beautiful, not cute, not sexy.

just beautiful.

but i must love myself with all these things first, right?

i deserve nothing less than extraordinary.

i want you, whoever you are.

i can't wait for the day when i can wake up and sigh with relief.

relief that today will actually be a new day.

not a routine.

just a change.

i am bored

&

lonely.

will someone keep me company as i run these riddles in my head?

but sometimes you need to stand alone to know that i can.

but when i do find you, whoever you.

fair warning:

FIN.